Addicted

what a relaxing day for me
started off the day by
cleaning the whole house
woo hoo
*squeeky clean*

later cooked myself
pasta for lunch
and sat in front of the tv
catching up on DVD
watched Korean
horror movie
*my fav*
FACE

hmm...not bad
but not scary at all la
blah
goin to watch
The Red Shoe
next week

Pop down to the
pool later in the evening
and after that
find myself glued
in front of the TV
watching Astro

Its about time to sleep
oh boy, what a day
im sooo DONT WANT
to go to work tomorrow.

and guess what?
i've not touch the
game set all day long

im currently hooked
onto gaming.
at first it was just to
killing some of my
spare times

hearing raves about it
from Cleo on Samorost
mybroDaniel on DinerDash
i decided to try it out.

Lo and Behold,
i've been thoroughly hooked!

Been sitting my ass down
on the computer table
after work straight
clicking and thinking,
trying every nitty gritty way
to unlock each level

Hehe
and such
my ass hurts so much to sit
and my shoulder hurt as well
wu wu wu wu wu wu T_T

so decided to take a day off
today and turned to
the television set for the day

alrite man
its time to dream

ciao

ohh...this is sad
im the only one
in the office today
minus the admin guy
and the renovation workers

boring.lonely.bored.lonesome

but i really should be
seizing this opportunity to
finally get some work done

normal workdays are
just craps
so many interruption
that you never got
to finish the work
you are working on

so i kinda like to work
on saturday (only for today)
so peaceful (damn those phone calls)
hehe =E

overlooking the obvious

its very annoying
these few days
when i told my friends
that im no longer with
sweetyBen

they will give me this
'huh-you-kidding-la'
on their faces
and
i ve to put up
'this-is-seriously-damn-true'
face to them
and
they will go
0_O
- what happen???
- Ohmy, really???
- shit, Im sorry!!!
- No way!!!

quite a number of them
couldnt believe its true
as a lot of people
thought we will
be the 1st couple who
will walk down the aisle
among them

they are amazed of
how well i am
but what you expect
me to do?
cry 24/7?

yes, its so so so long already
but i believe nothing is forever
its not that im negative
i just believe that
nothing is forever

however
i do believe in Love stories
because its not real

Love Stories
give us hope, make us feel whole
and
allow us to see a reflection of
ourselves in some1 else's eyes

i do feel emptiness in me now
i couldnt find a hand to hold
i lost a best friend
i lost some1 i could get silly with
i lost some1 i could snuggle with
i lost some1 i could kiss nonstop

it will be difficult for me
finding that perfect mate
but most important
loving ourselves enough to
go after our dreams,
endless love and
unforgettable passion,
sweet and bittersweet - love.

Goodbye my Love

we just said our last goodbyes
Its so not easy as what i
thought it would be

4 glorious years spent together
and its all over on this very day
Thats right.......
but we understood each other
and decided what's best.

I will still miss those i loved
who are no longer with me....
May the gratitude will conquer
the loss

im so gonna miss ya

boring, lazy & sleepy

boring
boring boring
boring boring boring
boring boring
boring
lazy
lazy lazy
lazy lazy lazy
lazy lazy lazy lazy
lazy lazy lazy
lazy lazy
lazy
sleepy
sleepy sleepy
sleepy sleepy sleepy
sleepy sleepy
sleepy

im so so boring, lazy and sleepy
at work.
The best of all, all the bosses
are not around
Only the HR incharge
but we always see her
invisible , so no care la

i've just finished my lunch
and now listening to Jay
surfing and blogging, haha
*happy happy happy*

How is wish everyday
also like this la
but evilMon and
all the bosses coming back
next week already.
*sigh sigh sigh*

but then tomorrow
i'll be outta office
i'll be @ 1U, on duty
for the roadshow.
anyway, also sien la

kinda sick of 1U already
after hanging out there
since last saturday
*Ugh Ugh Ugh*

0_O

TIESTO.....

is coming to town
and im missing it again
D.A.M.N

i've missed it last year
or maybe the year before
i cant remember

but i thought this time
will be the time
but no la.......

Was asking mylilbro Daniel
whether i can go with him
*dowan la, dowan to bring old ppl go*
was his reply

Waddahell!!!
its only 3 years gap la wei
where got old.
Fine anyway.
I will find my way.
Phhbttttt..........

Bye Tiesto, have fun man.



Mylilbro Daniel
always referring me
as the old lady
because he said
me no life

work home work home
and always sleep early
but hell if no work
where got money right
then how to party?

he is the 1 who
always home late
he is the 1 who
always sleep late
he is the 1 who
taught me shuffle
he is the 1 who
always partied hard

So what?
me still not old yet
i still party hard
its just that u dunno la.

Its my T.I.M.E
im enjoying being the loner
its not me getting old
its bout me getting mature
being a grown up
early twenties ish oledi, ya noe

Its basically a process
of L.I.F.E
Its only whether you want
to live to the fullest
or being the loser.

For me , of course
live to the
FULLEST la.....

>_<

The stronger Me.

Careen , Stella and me
went to this traditional
massages by the blinds
in Brickfields this afternoon.
Its only RM40 for an hour
and we did 1 1/2 hours.

It was awfully painful
but i felt so good
after that.
i felt so light
like a feather
falling from the sky.

The worst was when
she massaged my shoulder.
i would have cry out
if Careen and Stella are
not at the other side of
the curtain that separated
our beds .

Wow, your muscle here very tense leh. *poking at a lump on my shoulder*
Oh yah, very painful but u still can put more energy there.

and she rubbed the painful
spots so hard,
i had to gulp back my
squeals of pain.
I will not scream. I will not scream.
I will not scream. I will not scream.

After my healthy torture
She advised me to drink
lots of water to get the heat out.

The massage was really good.

I cant wait to use the SPA
voucher , Esther bought
for ME......

No good

Im back
but not in the best of mood
to update my Singapore trip

I have so many things
bugging me emotionally
all i wanna do is
lying on my bed
hugging my fav pillow
and sleep.

T_T

4DAYS INA ROW

im going out of my mind today
and yesterday
and also the day before
and also the day before before

this whole
4 days of logistics training
in a row
is making me restless
no jokes man

Not that i mind in the least
as im the happy 1
who dont have to work

but 4 days
very tiring , very exhausted
the 1st 2 days was OK
but after that
my brain cant register
whatever the presenter said

what i did was
nodding my sleepyhead
put on a i-understand smile
try to fight my half closing eyes
fidgeting anxiously
with my cardigan buttons
and even i have to
bite myself to keep awake

the training was interesting
but im not enjoying
Sorry Sitt,
i know you will be
reading this
thanks too for organising
this training
o_O

and now
for a quick change of subject
i'll be going to
SINGAPORE tomorrow
WOO HOOOOO

YAh , its only a few days
but at least
i will be out of office
tomorrow

will take lotsa
lotsa pictures
and less shopping

will not come back with
another extra luggage
like last time T_T

NO buying of
C.L.O.T.H.E.S
S.H.O.E.S
C.D.S
W.A.T.C.H.E.S
B.A.G.S

*SOB* T_T

u hear me,
no buy anythign
anything
anything
anything

o_O