the return

It's weird how it is so exciting to be online after one week away from it,
especially blogging.

The sounds of the keyboard tapping,
the way the computer screen makes your eye go teary,
the beeping sound of your MSN, etc.

Hmm......wonderful......

Redang was awesomely fabulous!
The Chagar Hutang beach was BEAUTIFUL!
The weather was great ! (although its raining the first night)
and
the people that went was the BEST!

Will post up more info and pictures soon.
be patient ok?

Meanwhile....
here's one to whet you appetite for more.....



Errr.....maybe another one......



ok ok....last one.....

Breakaway

Tomorrow,
I'll be lying on the beautiful sands of Redang

Tomorrow,
I'll be living in my tshirts&shortpants for 7 freaking days

Tomorrow,
I'll be blissfully wading in cystal clear water

Tomorrow,
I'll be seeing blue sky by day , star-studded night by night

Tomorrow,
I'll be seeing sea turtles for the first time

Tomorrow,
I'm going to have so much fun!

And i say tomorrow because
Im leaving tonight
will be taking the bus 10 pm later to KT then later boating to the island.

WOOO HOOOOOOOOO

due to leave the house in 40 mins and im still not packed yet.
My room a mess,
clothes scattered everywhere.
i didnt know what to bring ,
if i bring enough clothing, etc.

panic panic panic

BIRTHDAY SHOUTOUT
Its your birthday and im away.

ZALIHA


19/09 - A very Happy Birthday to you.
- will think of you at the island.

AH SITT


21/09 - Happppy Birthdaaayyyy!!!!!
Wish you alwiz that kacak.

('_'!)
Okay, gotta rush now.

i would bring my journal along,
so that i can write what im feeling everyday,
so i dont forget ten years later about that
particular moment , and time,
how i felt, what i ate,
and how i miss everyone.

DONT mISS me!

Ciao.

Thank you

Thanks for .....
buying me lunch.

Thanks for .....
buying me beers.

Thanks for .....
buying me dinner.

Thanks for .....
buying me supper.

Thanks for .....
buying me drinks.

Thanks for .....
the movies

Thanks for .....
borrow me money.

Thanks for .....
listening.

Thanks for .....
understands me , even when im not talking.

Thanks for .....
the great advices.

Thanks for .....
asking me out, when im dying of boredom.

Thanks for .....
donating 'parking coins' to me.

Thanks for .....
your time.

Thanks for .....
being there for me.

Thanks for .....
everything.


Friendship isn't easy.
To hear many of you tell it,
making a good friend is almost
like adding a new family member.
It comes with risk and responsibility.

A true friend is a person who would really
tell you how bad you look in that bright pink spandex suit,
even though you really like it.

Many of you learned the true value
of friendship after it was gone.
Do cherish the friendship
like you only have one last day with them.

True friendship,
the kind where beyond having interests in common,
you also like who is inside,
is the only kind that lasts.

You can trust that person for sensible advice,
to keep your confidences,
and are able to laugh together about
nothing and everything - and at yourselves.

I would like to dedicate this entry to ;
Steph Danny Daniel David Pay Nee Moon
Yeu Bin Joyce Eric Ivan Teo Min Feei Stella
Gwen Bee Lean Jaymee Johnny Karen
YinFong Eling and all my friends who
extended their help during my $$ crisis last month.

Thank you.

no money, no buddy.

It was bloody sucks to be back at work . its monday sumore.

Sigh

Here's the Merdeka sparkler -

isnt it nice?

NO MONEY , NO BUDDY ?

Last month was so broke
you could take a shotgun
and threaten to shoot my toe off at 10 bucks
and i wouldn't be phased.

my thoughts are scattered ,
plagued by the need for MONEY.
there was this bloody
calculator planted in my brain,
calculating every single expenses for the day.
i swear to god im damn good in maths now.
so frustating.

i hate that bloody bank

Really
Never invest all your money in one place.
Especially if you think the investment is going
to be of a high risk nature.
and if its a local bank....

the same goes for emotional investments,
you have to realize that people are just as risky
and viable to make unexpected decisions that might
increase or decrease your chances of making it.

Now i know who are the true friends. (pls read next entry)

and for those 'fakey' friends - SHIT ON YOU!

a hand to hold......

im exhausted.
Just came back
from a funeral.
It was yinFong's dad.

It was rather shocked for everyone of us.
Because the last time we heard from him,
he was still in good condition.

But what to do,
Thats the life cycle.

So Karen and i
drove all the way back to sban to attend the funeral.
i didnt want to go......at first.
because im scared.
But after a few persuasions from Karen,
i decided to go.

And
Im glad i went.

Yinfong need more support than me ,
who afraid of attending funeral.
i think it was rather selfish of me to thinking
not to go just becasue im scare.

A wave of relief washed over her face,
then a huge , pretty smile that
preceded a thankful hug.
"thanks for coming" -
was her first sentence to me.

im glad i was there for her;
being a hand to hold.

~*~

Things that make me cry over the weekend.



1 ) American 's next top model.
Kyle was eliminated. She had all the potential , the looks, the body but she do not know how to use it. And most important , she is not lucky enuff to have a second chance.

2) So sad.




i didnt know this was such a sad song until i saw this video clip. Somehow , wathcing the vidoe clip and listening to the song at the same time is more touching than listening to the song only. I guess its the video effects.

*SOB*