Merdeka

oh wow
in a blink of eyes
its already end of August, 2006

and today ,
Malaysia celebrated it's 47th birthday.
its nothing for me, honestly.
i dont really care for the celebration,
but i do love the fireworks.

Exactly 2 years ago,
i was crying my eyes out at home.
because it was my last day in my former company.

Well, the decision was quite hasty
and i wasnt quite prepare for it,
eventhough i know, i know it goin to happen.

i remember,
i went around to say goodbye to everyone.
and i was holding back my tears terribly.
Everyone was busy with closing and
some didnt even dare to talk to me
because they i know im going to cry
and most important
they will cry too.

Yes indeed,
i cried all the way down the building,
to the carpark,
all the way home,
all the way up to my unit,
and sleep ...... and i never tell anyone
before about this.

That was the most memorable Merdeka i ever had.


the greatest invention - fireworks

What if im famous...

random thoughts before bed.....

i do have big dreams to be a big celebrity.
then
i look at the real celebrities ....
they have to watch what they are doing sometimes,
as they are in the public eyes.
Like Yvonne Lee, for example,
if people see her dancing in club,
they assume she's drunk and gone wild.
in real fact, she was just having fun ,
even before sipping on anything!

I guess when you are well-known,
people will just judge you constantly,
because they dont know you.
When they make one wrong step,
people will start hating and blasting them off.
its a natural human nature, i suppose.

i guess the most important thing would be true to yourself.
Fame does bring goodies to you ,
but with some cons too.
i think we shall just roll with it,
whatever comes our way.

someday,
somehow,
someone
will look up and
always care for us.

and if you had a bad day at work
just hang in there .
it'll get better.
work will always be work...........
(why i relate 'famous' with works?? i dunno leh)

just remember ;
we are FABULOUS !

A drop, a puddle and an ocean
are only as big or small as they believe.
Between fame and freedom to do as one wishes,
thats the dilemma.
So what're you doing to become famous
as you want to be?

good weekend!

3 days of Maggie mee,
2 days of leftover foods,
whole week staying at home,
crying all alone.
(no la, I din cry, its rhyme!!)

SO
Im so thrilled ;
Finally, im out from the house.
Getting some fresh air and ALCO!

Teehee

its all happened so unexpected.
As I didn’t plan to go out at all.
(its a saturday night , ya noe)

Well, sometimes things are better off unplanned.
its not that im not organized.
its just that sometimes following schedule
is really a real pain in the ass.

So after a few calls of persuasion,
im OUT....
And im glad i went out.
its such a good night.

m hoping for more to come.







out again on Sunday afternoon.
was actually meeting up with Moon for lunch.
(her treat , of course hehe)

coincidently, twist of -chi mui- fate
silvia was in town with her hubby.
so we had this little gathering at the curve.
so happy to see her.

weEEEeEEeeE.....

best bud having hangover
bad bad hangover

*snigger*

thats what will happened to you
when you having freeflow
without your best bud

*whahahahhahaha*

i bet more bad bad hangover to come.
*evil grin*

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YAHOOOOO
its FRIDAY !!!


this made my day ~~~ =)

freeflow? so what?

i hate

when your best buddy having a free flow
but you dont

that's not the point

the point is -

when your best buddy keep on calling you
to tell you how many glasses of beer/wine/champagne
he/she already had.

i drank 6 glasses of beer already

15 minutes later......

hey guess what
i drank 14 glasses already

another 15 minutes later.....

waahhaha
32 *hic* oleeedii *hic*

booo hooooo

Is that how you treat your best buddy?
what happened to the
"Fabulous best-bud terms Of Agreement" ????

HAH

maybe the best buddy is drinking for you too
*hic*
*hic*

note: im writing this under the influence of 3 glasses of
special brew. Oh yah, thats not much compare to your
freeflow la but heck, its still alco. BLERK.


glug glug glug........ *hic*

Pancakes craving

im craving for pancakes now
yes
at this freaking 1.34 AM

NOW!!!

the thought of a
thick
juicy
stack oozing with maple syrup and cream.....

ahhhh....

wonderful.....

its just so hard to say no.

but where to find pancakes at the freaking hours.

Siao !!!!

pancakes pancakes pancakes pancakes pancakes
pancakes pancakes pancakes pancakes
pancakes pancakes pancakes
pancakes pancakes
pancakes
pancakes
pancakes

<paddington 's house of pancakes >
iwant iwant iwant iwant iwant

On my Own

just to let you know things are pretty ugly for me
for the past few weeks.

i received your parcel . thank you .
thats really brighten up my day.

it was good that im home that time.
or else i will surely missed the delivery.
i like the colour ,
you still remember my fav colour, ya.

hehe

yeap, i was home for the weekend
and im on leave today.
suppose to go down to singapore with
Hui Mann and Steph
but was cancelled due to ;
-car broke down
-dad 's nagging
-no money due to car broke down.

SIGH

again
dad succeeded in making me cry-
and you know why.
everytime im home -
thats why i dont feel like going home.
i have flashbacks every now and then ,
and i wonder about what i would be doing
if things didnt turn out the way right now.
at least , i didnt try to run away from home
like last time. haha.

but you know ;
he's forgiven.
oh ya, mom said HI !

i wanted to call you to say thanks
but its the wrong timing.
i so wanted to talk
but somehow i couldnt open my mouth,
so i forced myself to sleep.

goin to collect my car tomorrow.
hope everything goin to be fine.
so cacat la without BB
just now , i have to take LRT home
as Daniel only can drop me off at LRT.
sigh , LRT...........
bring back all the IBM memories,
all on my own.

anyway, im going to bed now.
no worries
tomorrow wake up,
a brand new day already.

Be a FORCE OF NATURE

they are back !!

for more details > *click here*

someone sponsor me please ....... *batting my eyelashes*

zZzzZZzzzZZzzzz.......

okay , just back from PN's place
and i just had a bottle of my fav SB.

im about to crash ,
only to realize i still had my laptop on.
so, hand itchy la to blog ......

im so damn wasted right now,
i dont even know whether im making any sense.

i better go sleep ...

zzzzZZZZzzzzzZZZZzzzzz

home alone

and i played masak masak ........

it's a nice balmy 25 degree's outside
sun is shining, weather is sweet .
hard to be depressed on a day like this.

Yet here i am,
sitting in the living room,
in front of the TV ,
under a cream white ceiling,
with nothing to do!

and im home alone
i hv the whole house to myself
and the kitchen too.....

so i cooked ;

this (saturday) for breakfast


this for lunch - so yummy~macaroni with pasta sauce and
sprinkled with parmesan cheese.


this for dinner , suppose to be garlic rice, but because
not enough garlic, its turned out to be normal fried rice, damn!


this (sunday) for breakfast


for the whole weekend,
i sat myself in front of the tv,
and watched ;

National treasure
Shutter
Mean girls
Resident evil : Apocalypse
The one

and

i cried after watching
The american next top model.
so damn frustating.
the one suppose to go , stay.
the one suppose to stay , go.

Sigh

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Had awonderful steamboat dinner with
Yen Ivan Teo
on that Friday night.


the melting pot


i like this


i like the stainless steel chopsticks


only for 4 person?

to quit or not to quit.......

Been drinking alot lately
and got so drunk the last time i drank
that i actually felt a bit afraid to drink anymore.

But
nobody seems to believe me
when i told them i will quit drinking

1 afternoon during lunch
the subject of quitting alco and smoking came up
and i wonder is it harder to quit
DRINKING
than
SMOKING ?

i mean,
you have nicotine patches to help people stop smoking
but is there such thing as alcohol patches?

and theres rehab for alcoholics but none for smokers.

Nicotine patches are cheap
but
rehab costs a fortune

Alcoholics seem to have thier lives upside down
but
smokers dont really seem to have a big huge impacts in their lives.

of course not counting (in both cases)
liver desease
and
lung disease.

even if you are successful in staying sober
or not smoking for quite a long time,
it's easy to get tempted to get a can of beer
or just a glass of wine
and also as easy to take a smoke.

Maybe its because it is easy to be tempted
than resist in any case...
example : chocolates....
hehe
Devil's so ever ready for you to fall!

its all so weird.
but one thing for sure ;
over consuming both
KILLS!

if you were a

SMOKER


and

DRINKER


Which would you choose to

QUIT ?