Massage and detox

this whole bumming thing is making me restless

the massage was good, i tell ya
but it was not as good as the previous time
thats because i got myself a different masseur this time

hmmphh

Stella couldnt make it at the very last minute
fortunately manage to get hold of BeeLean to accompany me.
Eventhough if BeeLean not going,
i will definitely go on my own.
i so cannot tahan.

My shoulder still slightly in pain
she, my masseur should put more energy there
she started off with my left arm
then left leg
then right arm
then right leg
then my stomach

all the while i was thinking
when is she going to do my shoulder?

well, she saved the best part last.
but not enough.
Do you think i should go back next week?

hmm..

as for the detox..
it was not as horrible as described to me by my colleague
eventhought i was kinda regret after my first sip of the drink.
its so not easy to drink.

i drank soooo much water after that
because my mouth felt so dry
and my stomach started to rumble.
But still , no output yet.

Not until the next morning
and its only twice.

but still my stomach feels empty.

maybe i should try 2 spoonful. *next time la*

[updates]

NEW NEIGHBOUR
-PayNee Ivan Teo moving in, 2 blocks and a swimming pool away.


ahah walking mattress.....


easy peasy.its ikea, u noe.


voila~~


the ZEN dining table


nice~~~


Our new hang out place (mamak with wifi sumore)
i dun hv to go starbucks anymore.
online with teh halia ~ ahh, wonderful.


DURIAN FIESTA - ahahaha........
(first time in 12 years , i ate too many durians)


5 + 4 boxes of durian, no kidding!


happy durian moment


are you hungry?

FINALLY BACK HOME
- 2 months never go home. Fortunately mom
and dad still recognise me. hehe.


accompany mom to market. Mom tend to buy more
everytime i go to market with her. Its not because
she got extra hands. Its because of -

wah, your daughther ah? so pretty like the mother

haha. those aunty uncle. bler.
(well, they just being honest)

EHEM


i like fish ........


visited ERA WALK , the most over-rated place
in Seremban at the moment.


oohh, there got a skating rink.


Dimsum breakfast with mom, dad and broDanny


My fishes still in pink ........

Crazy lucid dream-edited

it is freaking 5 am morning
and you must be wondering if it is really me who blog
yes its me.

i was startled out of bed at around 4.12 am
from this really lucid dream
and i hv trouble now getting back to sleep.

im so worried now for *that person* i dreamt about
i wish i can call *that person* to check if the dream
is really a dream or if its (hopefully not) true.

but i cant do that!!
its will definitely freak *that person* out
*that person* might not get back to sleep
just like me.

~then we can chat till morning haha......

Wasted la another precious night to sleep soundly
How come i dreamt such dreammmm?

it is because of the detox;
it is because of im sleeping at my brother room;
it is because of the air cond that not cold enuff;
it is because of the mango pudding i had before bed;
it is because i slept too early ;
it is because i didnt go to Passion;
it is because i didnt go to movie;
or
it is because i miss *that person* so much ?

hmphh.......

i wish i go to passion with Ping earlier on -
most probably i just got home and pass out right away.

i wish i can call *that person* now

i wish i can get back to sleep now...........

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::EDITED::

YAY

We just had our breakfast
i woke up and straight away called *that person*
its okay , its not real.

hehe

('_'!)

YAY

goin to massage in 2 hours time .

Going to STRIP....

.....tomorrow

and

get a massage !!!!!

WEEEEEEEEEEEE

my back has been hurting me
and i so cannot tahan already.

i cant wait.
im going back to the same place
i went last time with Careen and Stella.
i even booked the same masseur.
Goin with Stella again this time.

I cant wait for my Healthy Torture

Woo Hooo

__________________________________________

GUESS WHAT ?

1 > i have not consumed alcohol this week (yet?) ........

2 > Ping just called asking me go Passion

and I said NO.

3 > YK called too , to go movie

and i said NO, too.

Wow, so not me.

But i really need to rest.
Everyday after work, came home completely knocked out.
sometimes i felt im wasting my time only haha
and that makes me sitting here asking myself this question ;

How many times do we need to examine ourselves?

the time of year where you sit down and
start to examine yourself.
You ask questions like ;
how much am i really worth?
real self worth , ya know.
Would it matter to anyone if i just took a gun
and plant a pellet in my head?
Probably not. Hehe

But i mean,
you must have ask these kinds of questions!
Dont you?
Okay, maybe im just being anal about it . Sigh.

Stop analyzing life. Just lives it.
Analysis is what makes it complicated.


Thats life~~

Lousy Friday

ARGHHHHHHHHH

Can you hear me screaming
from wherever you are?????????????

So seeestupeeedd.....

i put so many effort to make things happen
but in the end its all gone hay wired

and

its not even my fault

Bloody stupid idiot

So frustating now

i want to scream my lung out,
i want to yell at the person,
i want to kick ;
i want to punch ;
i want to pinch ;
i want to slap -
the person who make me go thru all these

damn bodoh

this suppose to be happy friday right
y so damn spoil 1.....

wu wu wu wu T_T

i still felt very agitated.
so bloody screw up.

SIGH


i need a hug


Lousy Friday

Finally some time to write

I've been so busy these past couple of weeks .
i pass out even before i have time to peel off my clothes
when i get home.

Now im still in office ;
waiting for PN to come and go home.

Oh, i have not tell you about my new neighbours?

Well, Ivan Teo and PayNee already moved into
PALMSPING, just 2 blocks away.

YAY

Opps, she's here.

update back at home, k.

is the world ending?

the year started off with an aftershock
of the DEC 26 Tsunami :-
Lotsa death
Lotsa suffering.

then it went quiet for a while.

but

again Yesterday July 19
tsunami swept across tourist beaches
and smashed fishing villages
on Java's southern coast,
killing at least 574 people.

i was a bit worried
because Karen is at Surabaya
while Jo , at Jakarta.
i didnt know if their area was affected or not.

That day was like hell to me
i logon to web based msn
which i normally dont do at work,
they are not online.
i sent them numerous email every single hour,
no reply.

aiseh

can die waiting like that

im so relieved by the end of the day
when i received their emails.

phew

They are alright.

Anyway, Karen is coming back end of August.
Finally , she took our advise and resigned.
I think she is coming back and help her dad out.

Good. we can have our Thursday nite out again.


The wreckage and the homeless.

i love cartoons

i cant believe
i just watched

MICKEY :
TWICE UPON A CHRISTMAS

with the company of
Paynee Teo Ivan
and
a bottle of my beloved Special Brew ......

just after a can.....

i feel a little bit blah now
just after a can of special brew
(my 7-11 ran out of the bottles 1)

i feel a little bit tipsy
that even the sounds of keyboard tapping
excites me
the way the computer screen makes
my eye go teary and blurry,
the songs that playing from winamp,
the new discoveries everytime , etc.
Ahhh......
Wonderful

and

its just after only 1 can

1 bloody can

how can that be???

im wondering myself too.

haha

just came back from Pirates of the Caribbean 2
(but i just love to watch Johnny Depp)
im not in a good state to comment the movie now
as am feeling incoherent.

that's y i decided to have a can or 2 of beers
to put me to sleep.
but its seems a can, can send me to dreamland already.

im just so tired to do things to please others, especially my friends.
its seems like i hv to accomodate to their needs
eventhough im not in the mood.
but well
i do appreciate those who understand me
and stay with me thru the day and night.

no choice la, but to layan
However I do not know when
I will come to the point when
where I put myself 1st.

I’m sorry if you think I am.

* yawn*

i think i will go to sleep now
my brain is all mushy right now.

gudnite

sorry la, still lazy to pen my PD trip, just wait , ok.

.... while waiting to EAT.

so im back
nope
i dont think i was ever away
i dont think so
everything has been what i never expected to happen

and

im so tired
and my body is aching like crazy.

the trip was okay
its fun hanging around with the colleagues again
i will tell u later about the trip ok.

i did a lot of thinking during the trip
however
the results was inconclusive
and already
new questions starts swirling in my mind too

Now there are too much on my plate
that i think i need to
STOP
FOCUS
but i do not wish to
CHALLENGE

im so tired
i only want to sleep.

im looking forward for Friday to come already.
i wanted to go out.
hopefully .....

PD, here i come!!

tomorrow
tomorrow
tomorrow

we are heading to PD

yay

ok tomato having a bad week
here is something for tomato to look forward
but tomato is too tired
too tired
tomato can sleep at the rubbish dump
tomato still have heaps of work to do
tomato have to go PD instead of RAINFOREST MUSIC FESTIVAL!!!!!!!!

anyway
good company though
the people's great!
so no worries
tomato goin to be having fun.

Ciao

P/S: PN, i will giv u a ring once im back. Take care.

July 4th 2006

S.O.S

5.34 P.M

S.T.R.E.S.S.E.D O.U.T A.L.R.E.A.D.Y

W.O.R.K N.O.T E.V.E.N 5.0.% D.O.N.E

W.A.H.H.H.H.H.H

me watching football?

5.16AM

yay

portugal portugal

yay yay

=edited=

10.35 AM

yes im awake
im still so sleepy and tired
but i really had a great time
with my buddies last night
hopefully we can do this more often.

i cant believe we watched football
while clubbing yesterday night.

since when i started watching football?

i dont even know a thing about football.
i hate football, ya noe.
but we were babbling away at previous matches
shouting at each other who going to win tonite,
Portugal or England , Brasil or France.

the funny thing was we dont fancy football at all.
Now, dont get me wrong
we are not the type of girls
who pretend to know about football
just to talk to guys.
we are definitely NOT!!

So when Roy asked me :

why are you with Portugal?

i said :

ohhh, they have nice jersey.

o_O

so why DingDongAdeline and TwinkieMoon supporting England?
becausee she likes Ferdinand and TwinkieMoon just like the sound of 'England'.

the atmosphere was totally crazy
everyone stopped dancing
when the penalty started.
Every goal sent the crowd roaring
with relief or some with frustration.

Even me felt damn suspense,
i kept on pinching DingDongAdeline's arm.

Seeing me so nervous,
Roy asked if i bet a lot.

I said :

No. i dont bet on football. If they got beat out, i will not be able to wear their jersey anymore.

Roy *vomits blood*

Im so tired after that.
its like the energy all
used up on the trepidation.

Phew

im so glad when its over.


my old good buddies


TwinkieMoon, sillyMe, DingDongAdeline n RoytheJoker


DingDongAdeline doing the so-failed-POPEYE face.


TwinkieMoon wanna sleep but still can grins


white chocolate and dark chocolate


im not showing my teeth....


cheezzee...


the happy drunkard....


Teh halia b4 goin home but doesnt help Roy so im allowed to
drive his white VIOS home. Yay...


AND listen to DingDongAdeline.
and i guess that's ME screaming.....

**VIDEO ERROR** pls check back later

okay
that 's all about the night.

i really need to start to work
on the presentation.
my schedule for day will be :

12 lunch
1 - 6 work
6 - 8 Bangsar
8 - 9 yamcha OUG
9 - 12 work
12 zZZZzzzz

YAY

DriveAroundDay

.......thats' today.

TODAY SO TIRED!

Spent my whole day driving
im not so fit to drive today
after the late night of football
and waking up at freaking 6.45 am

Early in the morning –
I almost got into accident, I tell you.
So close call.

I almost knock down

a cyclist
a motorbike
and also a car
(IM SO SO SORRY)

o_O

and the rest of the day
I drove like a maniac because
I’m so late to every of my appointments of the day.

Hah
Everything went well in the end
Im still alive
But
Dying of exhaustion.

I’ve actually already planned my time for the day
But because of an emergency call from office;
It messed up my organized schedule already.

SO SIEN

however
i enjoyed my morning walk with Bee Lean Careen @ Bukit Kiara
i enjoyed my late lunch with cuz HuiMann HuiYeen
i enjoyed driving them home to Bukit Jalil
i enjoyed driving to Salak South after that to send medi to grandma from mom
i enjoyed rushing home to tapau food for bro Danny because he s sick
and
i enjoyed the feeling of accomplishment of the day.

Woo Hoo

Bukit Kiara's pictures

nice view. lake and fountain


there have nice jogging track and flower beds


a suspension bridge and the greens

Breakfast @ TTDI

yummy ~~


yummy ~~ yummy ~~

Yesterday was a
BIG-LET-DOWN-DAY.

I felt that whatever I had done were not appreciated
I found out someone whom I trusted much was untruthful to me
I couldn’t go to the Rainforest Music Festival next week

And

I knew I don’t have chance anymore after that 2nd interview.

Im not so gonna write about it.

How am i supposed to have confidence in myself when no one believes in me?

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Unintentional sleep = no Laundry

Supposed to meet up with YK and the gang.
To watch football at Laundry yesterday night
GERMANY vs ARGENTINA
But because I fall asleep
And my mobile was in silent mode
I missed the date.

Poor YK had to wait outside my apartment
For about 20 minutes
Trying to reach me
He had to leave as the match is going to start soon.

11 missed calls
damn off right

I was more damn off when I learnt
That the whole world was practically there
EXCEPT ME
The atmosphere was crazy

SOB

For once, I hate myself for falling asleep.

Me end up eating maggie mee
While watching the 2nd half with my brothers

I didn’t know this can be fun too
I really enjoyed their company
Or maybe they too enjoyed my company
But I guess maybe they didn’t even realize im there

GERMANY vs ARGENTINA
1-1
PENALTY
4-2

Yay to GERMANY
but Germany will surely breezes thru the semis too
….. anyway