Happy ...... at least for a while.

I woke up feeling estactic. Finally, i got to chat with you. Well, just casual chat but enough to cheer me up. It has been 2 months we didnt see each other but for me , i felt like eternity. Sigh. Yea, i miss you.

Although still lotsa questions left unanswered but i do cherish the chats/time because it will never come again. I will learn to expect less and go with the flow. Still , i want to try my best to make it happen. =)

Tired of waiting

Sometimes i dont even know what im waiting for.
I hope for a call ;
I hope for a proper conversation ;
I hope for an sms, maybe ;
I hope for some sign of 'heart'.
So thats what all Im waiting for ?

But im tired of waiting :
waiting for a call ;
waiting for a proper conversation ;
waiting for an sms, maybe ;
waiting for some sign of 'heart'.
Am really tired.

Can i ask if i do not want to wait ?

Light the dark

After ranting for a year in my another secret blog, i've decided to come out from the dark. That is because it is too dark - the secrets. It is full of rage, angst and tears. Now being so extremely farking free in the office, i actually re-read my entries. I'm so impressed and amazed - i write rather beautifully. =)

I wanted to delete the 'secret' but i do not have the heart to do so - because i speak from the heart. Well, just let it be for a while. If you ever stumble upon a blog that you think is sick, it might be my 'secret'.