Sleep to gastric relief.

Many Happy Returns of the day to
JAYMEE WONG


hang on baby
ive a little surprise for you.

i cant wait for the morning to come.
its 1 am now and im so wide awake
and my gastric is killing me already.

i wasnt feeling very well in office today.
my stomach kept growling all the time
and its bloated to half of its original size.
i have to wear my jacket to cover it up.

i think its the tea. *hgnhh*

>_<

And i just remember
i eat nothing but a glass of
limau ais (sorry, i forgot bout my gastric)
at the mamak for dinner.
But i had a good time with
PayNee Eric YinSze YeuBin
Our conversation still playing in my head
(a smart way not to pay busfare = apaLJLJ)
LOLx
believe me, im lauging my head off now

Sigh
i went home straight to the bed
immediately conk off with my
working clothes still on.

i was sleeping flat on my stomach
hoping for the pain to go away.
T_T
fortunately, able to doze off
but awaken by phone calls
TWICE
but i still layan because
amazingly the pain subsided
when i talked.
Sorry to the caller , if i sound really layan.

i woke up not long ago
to have a bath
and borrowed 10 bucks from Danny
yah, im so broke that i dont have $$$
to eat tomorrow *blushing*
but no worries
i will be rich tomorrow *Hehe*

I was rummaging thru my birthday cards collection
in my drawer a moment ago.
Im trying to find a nice birthday card for Jaymee.
And I came across a card given to me by Him
on my 22nd birthday.

My heart skipped a beat
Looking at the familiar handwriting
on the envelope.
Each letter was like a large black eye staring
at me
holding me
compelling me
forcing me
to pick up the card.
And
The next thing I knew
I was actually opening the envelope
And slipped out a beautiful pink-coloured card.

I read it.
It was written beautifully.
But
I don’t care anymore.

Yes

Suddenly
I felt I don’t care anymore
I’m not sure if it’s the gastric pain
that actually blinding me
Or I really don’t care anymore.

But I didn’t shed a single tear.
So I guess I really don’t care anymore.
i don't care if he didn't return my call
i don't care if he still keep avoiding me
i don't care if he still reject my numerous
invitation to yamcha....
i don't care
i don't care
i don't care

I DONT CARE

and i want to sleep now.

i went to my first protest....

YES! it happened at my place.

Nation

Sunday June 11, 2006

Condo folks fuming over poor security
BY ANDREW SAGAYAM

PETALING JAYA: The recent rape of a 24-year-old woman and abduction of her husband have sent shivers up the spines of residents of a condominium and they have threatened legal action against the management if security is not improved.
The residents of the XXX condominium in Section 13, Kota Damansara also claimed that there had been 15 burglaries and robberies this year.

"Is the management waiting for someone to die before they decide to take action?" asked S. Tavasundram, 36, advisor to the residents association there.

Last Monday, the woman, believed to be a model, was assaulted and raped in her unit by three men who had earlier abducted her 26-year-old husband at the condo’s car park at 6.30am.
The men took the house keys from the man, dumped him in Shah Alam and drove to the unit where the woman was alone.
The couple was also robbed of their cash, valuables and two cell-phones.
Tavasundram questioned how the three suspects were able to get in and out of the condo.

"What were the guards doing? We, the residents, know the guards are not patrolling the parking lots which they should be doing 24 hours a day," he said, adding that there was a shortage of parking bays.

"There are 2,180 units and we only have 329 parking bays for residents and 38 for visitors.
"When we park outside (the condominium premises), we risk getting our cars stolen or vandalised," he said.

Condominium manager Samuel Ho said that the residents had gone overboard with their reactions.

"I would be lying if I said that we were offering a crime-free condominium but we have had a good track record all this while," he said.

"We have enough security guards working round the clock to ensure safety.
"We also work closely with the police.
"Of course, we will look into the residents claims," he added.

Those were the empty promises
that sent the residents flying in rage.
We have been handed copies of flyer from the
resident association on a planned 'gathering'
on 25th June 2006 to fight for our rights by
denouncing the developer, Property Management
and security services.

broDanny asked Joyce and me to go
as he was working that day and will not be able to go.
I’m curious and decided to follow Joyce to see what its all about.

I’m surprised at the crowd.
I didn’t expect that many people.

Once we arrived
There were people giving out cardboards , banners , etc.
Initially I was given a cardboard
but I thought ;
I was having my BB camera with me;
and I want to be the photographer
and not protester.
So I shamelessly scurried away
And hide behind the pillar.
So Joyce was the ‘chosen one’ instead.
Hehe. Sorry.

its so hot
so tiring
but its fun

On the whole, nothing extreme happens.
Just speeches, signing of petition, etc.
No people fighting.
No people throwing fireballs.
No people go naked and lie on the road.

I’m quite disappointed. o_O

After signing the petition,
Joyce and I headed home
With a happy heart
and a headache.


so many people....


the chosen one....


the speakers....


can you see Joyce?


all the supporters.....


final picture for the media

balloony : exploding head

Wow this is freaky.........

i wonder how?

i remember the flash game: Balloon Head PayNee introduced me to.

maybe you wanna try it out ;

http://analogik.com/multimedia_bh.asp

A post before bed

two minutes to three in the morning
and barely a moments ago
as i laid myself to sleep
a feeling of sorrow swept over me.

why?

there's just too much on my plate right now.
dammit.
im so close to getting burnout right now.

im worrying about ;

-the job that i'll never get
-my bestfriend's relationship
-my own relationship
-friendships
-my 20 bucks for a week
-not able to finish the final part of Western Samurai
-the protest that im going to tomorrow
-cough syrup no more already

and the list goes on.

sigh

i care for myself. i wanna be happy. i think too much

i need to sleep.

March or October?

There were the dark clouds hovering over the building.

OMG, it’s going to rain?
Or is that a bad sign for the day?
Or is it a sign for me to go to the BLACK party tonight?

Yes, its rain.

Yes, quite a bad sign
- BB car broke down
- Moon got fined for driving with expired license of 3 months
Expiry date : 10/03/2006 and she thought its OCTOBER 3rd 2006
Its so funny because she practically yelling at the police
“Its October, right”
Thinking back, fortunately the police didn’t fine us for
causing confusion.

No, I didn’t go to the BLACK party.
(Although Chris has VIPs)

I went to Breakers instead with
PayNee Moon YeeLing Janice Edwin YinPeng
for a game of pool and fossball.


Im falling in love wif pool and foosball.

Hehe

You should see us playing foosball.
Thanks goodness they have the music on loud
Because I think people there will not like to hear us screaming.
*blushing* yes, I shouted most.

still sick yet Happy....

Pls ignore my previous post.
So emo
i cannot tahan also when i read back today.
sigh

I looks so mischievous when im happy.

but today my spirit soar high , like the birds in the sky
dont mention about work la, of course
its becasue ;

1st
my lilbro Daniel made me
tuna and egg sandwiches for me
because i was sick
i almost cried when i saw the notes
he left on my bedside ;

jieh,

sandwiches in the fridge.

Daniel.

Sob. im so touched.

2nd
i found a 50 note in my another bag
yay
im so broke this month; yes , overspent
another 50 bucks ; i dont have to go hungry for the next 2 weeks.
yay

3rd
MNG sales!!!!!
those pants and shirts i've been eyeing all 50% off
and i bought it already ...... just now.

o_O

okay, i know
im suppose to be at home bed resting
because im sick
but come on
im getting better and i need to go out
to have some fresh air * hehe*
and Joyce asked me to go with her
i cant let her go alone, right?! *wink*
i damn layan that i bought a pant and a shirt

wahahhaah........

4th
he thought i died already when i didnt online yesterday
hahaha. so funny.


5th
check this out
http://www.nobodyhere.com/toren.hier
i found this very entertaining
but Daniel said its boring.

and

6th
Joyce bought me ;
a bowl of 'kwai lin koui'
and
a cup of 'wong lou qat'
to cure my cough and flu.
so bitter but its good.


Thats about it.
hope tomorrow a better day ahead.
its Guinness Black the evolution @ Ruums!
but i cant go T_T

Sick

I'm sick of pills and tablets.
I'm sick of bed rest too.
I'm sick of sweating like a pig.
I'm sick. I swear it's true.

I'm sick of bloody shivering,
inside 3 duvets I cower.
I can't see why, I can still perspire
while standing in the shower?

I'm sick of bloody cough syrup.
the extra strong bronchial shit.
I'm sick of that dry inch, halfway down.
then that 5 kilo lump of phlegm.

I’m sick of only bread and porridge,
sickly stuff for sick stomach.
I'm sick of looking like a tramp.
It's time to be brave and bold.

I've taken enough of my precious time,
after all, It's just a Cold.

Oh well, the cough syrup is not true
Im bloody loving it.
It doesn’t make my cough any better
But I felt great
I felt like floating
My whole body goes numb
every single sound will send a shiver down my spine
I can feel the blood flowing in every single vein
and all I wanna do was sleep
Im fevered.
Im glad ; I still have half a bottle left.

The effect was still lingering in me
when I woke up this morning.
So that’s why I skipped work today.
Which was good because
Ms Fever visits again in the afternoon
and I spent the whole day sleeping again.

Sometimes it’s so good to be sick
Because you can just stay at home,
Sipping on lucozade while watching TV;
Or have a go on PS2 ; or anything you wanna do
And someone to fetch u food and drinks.

For me, this time
I hv no such privileges
He is no more here for me.
The memories of him taking care of me when I sick kept flashing back.
I saw him by my bedside with his hand clasping mine
And I woke up only to find darkness around me.

I sleep again, hoping to dream of him again
But instead I dreamt of me squeezing up all those damn pipes
those neverending pipes ;
The dreams I always have when I was sick.

T_T

im hungry....

im so hungry
that i can eat anything now.

hungry hungry hungry

just home from drinking session
with da girls at the curve

so Laundry , thats where we went.
i think there's no difference
as wherever we go, there will be

Football football Football

i had quite a laugh
with them
i mean, i swear, i really laughed.

yet so sick
non-stop cough
and
theres a frog down my throat

somemore went to drink

can die o_O

i will be goin away for the weekend
so there will be no update
till im back

ciao

have a nice weekend.

P/S :- Happy birthday to Steph - 17/06.
thanks for the invitation and sorry
i cant make it.
(giv me ur pic la, i wanna blog u)

:- Have a safe journey to Thai, Dave.
and take care.

:- broD, pls take care of my BB.

~N~

I Am becoming........

ALCOHOLICS

i say im becoming alcoholics
because
the 1st thing that came to my mind
today when im feeling stress
was alcohols.

Min Feei and I were deciding where to go after work
I asked him ‘Wanna go Laundry?’
‘Really?’ he answered
‘Yalar, I suddenly feel like drinking’
‘You crazy ah’
‘What la, really feel like dringfkndskv (broke into a coughing fit) ‘
‘Sick like that still wanna go drink , go home!’

Oh shit
Really got sick
Have an awful cough
And blocked nose

Even PayNee also asked me to go home rest.

Fine
I drop by at 7-11 and get myself a bottle of
SPECIAL BREW , Carlsberg.
Well, yah its beer.
But hack, I like it.
Who cares?

Yay
Now at home, in my bedroom
With special brew
With my smashing pumpkins playing
on high volume

woo hoo

My broDaniel came home to my rescue
He brought 2 bottles jack Daniels home
Yippee......until he placed the bottles on my desk
Emtpy wan????

‘No la, still got a few drops left’
(waving the bottle on front of my face
so I can see the brown liquid in it)
‘So little? Enough for u or me?’
‘U got special brew mah’
(eyeing my special brew)
‘ I canhwuigxzz ( broke into another coughing fit again)’
‘Cough like that still drink, can die la wei’
(taking away my special brew)

o_O

Gimme!
*flails out hands for special brew*

haha
anyway its his Birthday!

HAPPY 21 st BIRThDAy to
Daniel Chin
my beloved brother



Many happy returns
and
I love you!





I’ve decided on something important today
But I can’t get it done.
I’m so furious.

>_<

i felt so unimportant
i felt so insecure
that i felt like going home
and crawl under the comfort of my blankets
i felt so lost
i dont know where to turn to
until i read a friend's blog.

He said that his spirit need some rest.
so do i because like him -
im losing my patient too.
Like him , i will get really annoying
when people piss me off.
Im sorry to anyone who has been pissed off by me.
So i guess i really need some rest ,
to cool myself down.
(a bottle of special brew will do, haha)

So fren, hope you are feeding your spirit well
and
hope i will find u in one piece soon, k.
oh ya , happy reading to you too. *wink*


me cam-whoring with brew topless bro with his birthday cake


slurp.... heart-shaped birthday cake

51 out of 100

a long way to go~~

I dont even know if
im shouting out of relief or frustration
arghhhhh.........
i hope i didnt mess up my interview.

for those who didnt know,
i was called for an interview with
the Jakarta company i was telling you
not long ago.
i was all pumped up yesterday night
practising replies to anticipated questions.

but gosh
right from the start i was thrown off balance
by the fact that the interview was carried in such
an informal manner.
Aside from me being nervous as i already was,
the interviewers were certainly nothing to shout about.

There was a lady and a man
- Local Chinese and Indo Chinese
I had a hard time listening to the man
Because he was speaking ‘different’ English
I have to admit that I was guessing my ass off
what he asking me at least 50% of the time.
And yes
I messed up big time once. Haha.
I spent like a minute or two ranting to a
question I totally heard wrongly.
So embarrassing.

Basically the interview started off pretty shakily
Aside from being caught off guard,
I fumbled with my initial responses.
But thankfully along the way I began to get a feel for it
And was comfortable enough to crack some jokes.

Phew

It ended pretty alright in the end, I guess
I honestly don’t think I flunk the interview
But I certainly didn’t ace it as well.
I probably passed the interview ,
But I surely fail on a personal level –
Because they keep on stressing the point
of not hiring a lady for this position.

I think im gonna be so much more polished
The next time I got pick for interviews.
There is definitely so much room for improvement.

Oh boy,
Enough negative ruminating for one day.
Gotta go de-stress now –
Meeting up with PayNee David GK MayHsia
For Black Night.

Ciaoz

sleepy MI3

Finally i got to watch MI3.
just as promised
YanKai finally free to layan me
and this time
Terry tagged along.

The movie is totally a big let down for me.


High point : Tom Cruise
Low point : Maggie Q

I think people watch the movie because of Tom Cruise
And I still couldn’t figure out why Maggie Q
No others options?

Yah, i fall asleep.
I swear, I dozed off for about 15 mins.
If hadn’t YanKai gave me a nudge,
I think I will be sleeping thru the entire show.


so cold at work

Well, maybe coz I had a pretty much
packed schedule earlier in the day at work.
I’m having headache already since lunch.
So I decided to go home right after the movie
instead of hanging out with them at Laundry to watch footie.

So damn emo now because ;

headache

cant sleep

worrying about tomorrow

what is it with tomorrow?

Well, im not in a good fit to tell you now.

The more i write, the more worry i will be.

so i blog, heh.

my new Neighbour

Cars @ Cathay cineleisures










dinner @ Ikano









brunch @ palmspring










Teo Ivan PayNee going to move to my neighborhood soon
which is great, just 2 blocks away.
Woo hooo
I have friends now to accompany me to swim or hanging
out at the garden.
I cant wait for the day to come.

already had a good time with them last Sunday.

^_^

party time.....

It was Saturday!
and
It was great!
and
Its YeeLing's birthday!

I spent the morning in the office.
I got to finish some unfinished tasks.
There was no time to procrastinate.

Phew
Fortunately able to take an hour nap
in the afternoon.
I know it will gonna be a long night.

I have a movie date with
PayNee Eugene MayHsia Anson
and David who able to make it
at the very last minute.
I’m so glad.
We watched OMEN 666
Which was okay for me.





Rushed to Qbar after the movie
which was already 12 30am
Thinking of dropping by to
say happy birthday and hang around a bit
and then left and also planned not to drink

but it seems like reached there just
on time to finish the bottle for them
They kept asking me to drink and drink
I ended up too tipsy to drive home
but im glad to be there.

*Hick*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO
TEH YEE LING


that's her


we got the fabulous corner!!!


Oh gosh, u r not goin to try that?


cannot see the flame wan??


the drunkards


who are they pointing at?


ohh, at the birthday girl.


well, u see urself.


the birthday cake


yummy.....


pretty?


my best buddies


you too, baby.


Yes, we are fabulous!

long talk wif mum

dinner wif the family

my mum just left my room
i felt contented.
It has been so long since
we really sit down and talk.

i was very afraid at first
when she came in and
started picking up my clothes
folding them ;
she was actually thinking
on how to start the conversation

i was afraid that she s mad at me.
but i heard note of concerns in every sentences.

She started off by asking
if i've been drinking lately
i nod my head briefly
and said
'Uh huh, a bit la'

and she said
'so, your brother is right.'

apparently, mybroDanny
already reported all to my mum.

Then she started to talk about
me drinking lotz lately
me going out everynight
me staying in my room most of the time
me spending lesser time with my brothers
me and my credit cards bill
me and him, if i have get over it already or not
me wanted to go Jakarta, which they strongly disapproved

blah blah blah blah blah

so i slit off my chest
and gave my heart to her
i managed to convince her
that everything is under control
i know what im doing and
that im a big girl right now.

'just dont come to me when s your gastric s back'

i smiled sheepishly and said
'have u done anything to ur skin?
looks great'

and she started telling me
this face cream she started to use
lately.

Its so easy to divert Mum's attention
you just asked her something she like
then she can go on talking on it for hours.
>_< *evil grins*

anyway, i felt relieved
even Dad was so good
didnt even nag at me
which he normally do.

Its has been a month I have not see them
Suddenly they look so old to me
I missed them so much
Will try to go home more often now.

We had Bak Kut Teh for dinner
at PJ Old Town
together with Uncle C and family.
and
Oh ya, Dad just have gotten his new Kancil.
So we admired the car a bit at the carpark.
O_o