On my Own

just to let you know things are pretty ugly for me
for the past few weeks.

i received your parcel . thank you .
thats really brighten up my day.

it was good that im home that time.
or else i will surely missed the delivery.
i like the colour ,
you still remember my fav colour, ya.

hehe

yeap, i was home for the weekend
and im on leave today.
suppose to go down to singapore with
Hui Mann and Steph
but was cancelled due to ;
-car broke down
-dad 's nagging
-no money due to car broke down.

SIGH

again
dad succeeded in making me cry-
and you know why.
everytime im home -
thats why i dont feel like going home.
i have flashbacks every now and then ,
and i wonder about what i would be doing
if things didnt turn out the way right now.
at least , i didnt try to run away from home
like last time. haha.

but you know ;
he's forgiven.
oh ya, mom said HI !

i wanted to call you to say thanks
but its the wrong timing.
i so wanted to talk
but somehow i couldnt open my mouth,
so i forced myself to sleep.

goin to collect my car tomorrow.
hope everything goin to be fine.
so cacat la without BB
just now , i have to take LRT home
as Daniel only can drop me off at LRT.
sigh , LRT...........
bring back all the IBM memories,
all on my own.

anyway, im going to bed now.
no worries
tomorrow wake up,
a brand new day already.