a hand to hold......

im exhausted.
Just came back
from a funeral.
It was yinFong's dad.

It was rather shocked for everyone of us.
Because the last time we heard from him,
he was still in good condition.

But what to do,
Thats the life cycle.

So Karen and i
drove all the way back to sban to attend the funeral.
i didnt want to go......at first.
because im scared.
But after a few persuasions from Karen,
i decided to go.

And
Im glad i went.

Yinfong need more support than me ,
who afraid of attending funeral.
i think it was rather selfish of me to thinking
not to go just becasue im scare.

A wave of relief washed over her face,
then a huge , pretty smile that
preceded a thankful hug.
"thanks for coming" -
was her first sentence to me.

im glad i was there for her;
being a hand to hold.

~*~

Things that make me cry over the weekend.



1 ) American 's next top model.
Kyle was eliminated. She had all the potential , the looks, the body but she do not know how to use it. And most important , she is not lucky enuff to have a second chance.

2) So sad.




i didnt know this was such a sad song until i saw this video clip. Somehow , wathcing the vidoe clip and listening to the song at the same time is more touching than listening to the song only. I guess its the video effects.

*SOB*