i feel a tad sulky today.
sigh.
i wanted to hide under the blanket and feel sorry for myself.
My parents are absolutely and positively going to make me blow my mind.They do nothing but fight when they are together.
Seriously, in my 24 years as a daughther to them, i thought they were talking a lot.
But, in hindsight, they were just "getting by". And now, it dawned on me that i never heard them say anything like " they want to grow old together". Whereby , i think at this age : they should have grow old and spend the rest of their life together.
Dad was not the 'DAD' anymore. All i can say is "a man's blood soon runs cold when there is no one around to warm it up".
Okay, i have lamented enough - until i am so dehydrated , but calling myself a wretched fool, unfortunate, tormented, pitiful , deplorable human being isn't going to help me either. I have two choices; i must either commint suicide or try to rectify my life by helping to reconcile my parents back. That is the path i must take, for i cannot bring myself to face a broken family.
there is nothing more to say , except i love my mum and dad, i love my family, and i love life.
Oh i do, i really do.
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
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3 comments:
Am gonna slap u to even think about commiting suicide!! When there's a problem, FACE IT! When there's happiness, ENJOY IT!
im just joking la ! =P
hey there...i seems to MIA quite som times...its a big shock when i read tis blog...pls promise me dun eva think of doing sth stupid...nth can come across ur ways if u hav decided wat 2do...go for it...treasure ur life coz not every1 can get a 2nd chance...i'll support u as usual...btw, sorry for not picking up ur call tat day, my hp nid 2b repaired, smashed by mi
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