Sweetomato: still alive and kicking.

im back . man , life is difficult. Work is making me hate to blog. camera konk-ed off already , dont even mention taking pics. sooo lazy, i tell you.

but its all different now. wahahhahaha. life is wonderful. i've resigned. But dont have a new job yet to bitch about.

cool huh

I should have made this decision earlier but thinking of what i'll be missing when im finally eligible to go really sickens the hell out of me. I''ve spent my 2 years and 8 months there, although stagnant yet interesting and enough. the cost and the people who i'll be leaving behind are the main factors that conjure up such difficulties in decision making. So after much thoughts for sometime, i'll finally decided that i want to leave. It's a really big step for me as i for one surprised myself that i even came up with that conclusion. After a week being jobless, the reality finally kicks in - hit me hard on my face, that i've really already resigned and i no longer able to sit at my desk and chit chat with my colleagues. They have eventually became my FRIENDS.

Anyway, i still can have occasional drink with some close ones. Believing in given time, and the sincerity of friendship i know somehow or rather i could maintain my smile once again.

All i want now is a long long holiday. the best will be spent at beaches, where i can stroll along the sands of time, where i can enjoy ice-cream under the hot sun, where the breeze keeps blowing endlessly at my very complexion, where i can watch and laugh at kids plays in sands, where i dont need to have the privelege to go though the day with stresses, where i dont have to keep an eye on the damn phone calls, where there's no need to look at the computer keying in the damn PO and the bloody invoices. Yucks!

I can then say -- Hey , i ve no regrets. You who are so blinded by the means of the corporate world, have you actually tasted life? i have , at least for the moment.

Here, pictures that reminded me of happy times.