Tired of waiting

Sometimes i dont even know what im waiting for.
I hope for a call ;
I hope for a proper conversation ;
I hope for an sms, maybe ;
I hope for some sign of 'heart'.
So thats what all Im waiting for ?

But im tired of waiting :
waiting for a call ;
waiting for a proper conversation ;
waiting for an sms, maybe ;
waiting for some sign of 'heart'.
Am really tired.

Can i ask if i do not want to wait ?