Life is like a roller coaster.

Human is the most contradicting creature in the whole world. We always live in denial. If you say no, then its obviously a lie. You lie to yourself and you dont even know it. I think thats because we , human, are the creatures that always emotionally challenge. We have feelings and thats what make us always contemplating in whatever we do - daily life, work, fun, etc. With so many choices around us, we do sometimes have to crack our head thinking what to have for breakfast.

This is what i hated most. Why cant we made our life much simpler? Breakfast, we only eat porridge. Lunch, rice. Dinner, noodles. Can we do that? No, i cant because i love Mcdonalds. Ha ha ha ........ Thats right - we have lotsa choices and we simply have to decide then.

Anyway, all i wanted to say is that i has finally decided to resign from my company. Well, its not a very hard decision but it has been giving me lotsa sleepless nights to think about this. I do not love my job, i hate what im doing. But i love the people there. Not all but mostly all are lovables. Me, being a people - peoples, i acted upon my feelings. If its last time, i can push the hatred (my job) away and try to love the workplace. But now is now. Im no longer the 'last time' me. I need to find myself - i need to be happy in whatever i do as thats what will keep me live as long as it goes. Come to think of it, with the super high technology right now - i will still be able to keep contact with all the lovables people i will be leaving behind in the company. Right? So why worries? =)

A tiny weeny rollercoaster picture to remind me of the ups and downs. Waheyyy ahead!